Ramadhan is Coming !

SOMEONE is leaving...

because RAMADHAN IS COMINGGGG !

dayyum, im friggin excited this year.

i soo totally hope this year boleh complete puasa full.

mama ajak pegy terawih this year.

im like whaaaa ?!

dayyum, but okayy i'll try.

can't wait to go shopping in bazaar ramadhan.

can't wait to buka puasa together with the fams.

muahhahahah,

then RAYAAAAAAAAAA !

skullcandy

mama bought me a new headphone !!

to replace the old one yang getah semua dah tercabut.

seriously, the earphone was soo nazak.

takda rupa earphone punn.

so yeahh, thanks mum !

actually we bought it together last saturday.

dekat low yat jee.

harga wasn't soo bad.

but the problem now is, i keep listening to music 24/7.

sampai everywhere i go mesti bawak ipod.

sound dye gilaa besttt !

the bass goes boom boom booom !

ingatkan nak beli beats tuu,

but then harga pulakk MURAH nak mampuss, so i changed my mind.

tak kesah the price, yang penting stylo milo and sound bestt.

and again, THANKS MUMM ! me love youuu <3

BB addiction.

since BB dah repair,

the addiction is back.

late night text messaging, BBM all the time, tweeting and facebooking.

even nurin says " ehm, twitter for blackberry "

yang penting saya puas hati bahh.

LOL,

BBM punn dah makin ramai contacts.

thanks to my SB friends for keeping me updated.

and note to my grandmother:

" don't worry mak, lepas ni your credit wont finish. not because of me at least "

BB come back to me.

kalau takda apa apa, insyaallah god willing tomorrow nak pergi fix the BB !

my BB is coming back to me.

im gonna start my bbm sooon !

cehh,

do you know how hard my life has been within this approximately 2 months without a phone ?

godd, its sooo hard.

nak text orang kena guna nenek's phone.

so yeahh, tell me how am i suppose to talk privately ?

bila talk on the phone lama sikit je, nenek bising.

takut credit habis.

baru cakap HELLO JE padahal :/

even myy friends had to call through my grandmum's phone.

mann, nasib baik kawan semua perempuan.

if it was a guy, im screwed. 

thanks mom, for having the intention to fix my phone !!

may god bless you && your gaji :D 

so to all you pending requests on BBM, immabe back for ya !

whats everybody's problem ?

whats really your problem people ?

i tried sooo hard being nice to you, but i get shit in return.

im just tryna live my own personal life here !!

well, maybe yeah my friends looove bitching around about you guyss, but i dont !

tak puas hati sama mereka, jangan libatkan aku lahh sial !

aku dah lama sabar.

pernah kau dengar aku kutuk kauu ? 

takk kaaan ? kalau ada punn, OKAY SORRY !

puas sekarangg ? im just gonna put an end to this crap.

another thing, 

even if i did a mistake, WHATS SOOO BLOODY HARD TO JUST FORGIVE MEE ?

it's not like you're soo perfect.

everybody makes mistakes.

even YOU !

so yeahh, after this i dont care no more.

im pissed and its not funny.

dont mess around with me when im pissed.

because i destroy what destroys me, bitch.

i hate it when aku buat salah sikit, perli dekat status

*kalau terasa sorry, but aku cerita pasal orang lain*

if you're not satisfied with me, then confront me !

takpayah buat statement macam kau lahh orang paling innocent dalam dunia ni.

aku penat lahh !

i tried satying out of peoples problems and i've tried being nice.

no matter what i do, you still love messing around with me dont'chu ?

okay, nak sangat kaan ?

lepas ni kalau aku hilang sabar, kau jangan menyesal okayy ?

bukan nak ugut, but just an early precaution

marimar last episode

harini marimar last episode !

lepasni takboleh laa nak tgk benda benda kejam yang angelica buat.

takboleh tengok sergio yang hot tuuu !

takboleh nak gila bayang that one day aku lawa like marimar.

ecehh, perasan sekejap.

i wish i had a sweet, caring, hot, loving boyfriend like hers.

*sigh

tak sabar nak tunggu pukul 3 !

2ne1

i uploaded a couple of 2ne1 pictures on my facebook.

siap buat album khas untuk diorang niii.

walawehh, gila semangat.

tujuan the album was created is not for people to like like punn.

its just for fun and not for cheap publicity.

its just for the love of 2ne1.

i wish i was more like CL or at least like Minzy.

gilaa cool lahh diorang.

each of them ada speciality sendiri.

my favourite ? Minzy && CL of course.

gawdd, a lifetime dream to become like them.

i mean, whats there to hate ?

obsessed

my current obsession: cats.

&& im beggin' my mom to have one as my current pet.

mana taknyaa ? "baby im so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely"

tiba tiba masuk 2ne1 sekejap o.O

okeeeee, back to the topic.

so yeahh, im thinking of having a bengal breed.

because issocoolliddat meh !

usually people would go for persians lahh && some other breeds which i can't recall.

the reason for bengal is,

besides cute, 

their sooo unique ! && rare. 

plus bulu diorang ada pattern like cheetah.

so rawrr riiight ?

immabe jumping up and down all day if dapat that breed !

but the problem iss,

kiki surya hates taking care of their poos and all.

sebab its busuk ! piyerghh :P

*berak kencing kalau tak busuk, tak dipanggil najis kiki oiii*

but but, i promise i would take good care of them mama !

i cross my heart and hope to die *sinically smiling*

.

one of the saddest part of life is keeping yourself busy ;

and pushing yourself to the limit all day.

and when you get home, lying in bed ;

you'll discover that after all what you've done to forget,

you're still in that very same position you're trying to escape.

so yeah, that sucks.

let's try being nothing, i heard it lasts forever.

maybe that helps..at least a little i hope

truth is,

i get jealous easily because whats mine is mine.

i'm as stubborn as hell,

i say sorry too much.

but never try to learn from my mistakes.

i act like i dont give a f*ck because i care too much.

i over analyze the smallest of things.

and probably come off as a b*tch to simply guard myself.

y'know something ?

when i was little, i used to sing in the shower.

untill now

but the difference is,

now ? i make life decisions in there.

2NE1 "I AM THE BEST" Choreography Practice (Uncut Ver.)

mana gempak lahh siakk !

they're dancing as if takda tulang langsungg.

kalau ada pun, made of rubber agaknyaa.

my favourite, CL && Minzy

delima, babyy !

okayy people listen up !

rumah delima is this year's championn !

btw, its red house for your info.

this year memanglaa i didn't enter any acara punn,

but butt, i did have fun tho.

thats good enuff for mehh.

yang paling best iss, semua lari bagaikan pelesitt wokk !

tarik tali pulakk, badan yang kecik kecik boleh kalahkan semua badan besar besar.

stylo milo !

the marching part was ridiculous *in a bad way*

i had fun with puteri halim, nurin qasreena, aliah maisarah.

ekaa took part in some acara lari larii.

yang paling penting delima menang wehhh !

I LOVE YOU PEOPLE LAAAHH !

just cause

okay okay actually takda apa punn nak cakap,

but since tiba tiba while browsing my tumblr archives,

i saw this post.

just because it's nice,

tu yang tiba tiba nak post tu.

bangga sekejap :)

lawaaa right ?

When I was a kid, I didn't have a laptop, iPod, Blackberry, PS3, Wifi or iPads. I played outside with friends, bruised my knees, made up stories and played hide and seek. I ate what my mom made. I would think twice before I said "no" to my parents. Life wasn't hard, it was good & I survived. Kids these days are spoiled. Re-post this if you appreciate the way you were raised. I think we were happier kids.

not anymore

okay i admit at first memanglahh patah, remuk, berkecai hatii ni.

but after a while, im like, heyy issokay lahh

bukan sebab dah tak suka, still suka but,

im just thinking whats best for him.

if being with her makes him happy, then im okay with it.

eventhough everytime seeing him with her breaks my heart into pieces,

after seeing that happy smile on his face,

im at peace.

AWAAAKK ! SAYA TAK KESAH AWAK DENGAN SIAPA SEKALIPUN,

as long as you're happy, im happy.

&& nothing you can do to change that fact.

because you know why,

the first time i laid eyes on you, i fell in love with you that instance !

&& when i loved you, i never said anything about you being mine one day

you know why ?

because im happy just falling for you.

just cause.

cehh, jiwang sekejap

gosh,

nak tau something takk ?

tadi tiba tiba a friend of mine ; well, not really a friend still considered as an acquaintance,

dia cakap saya lawa + comel !!

memang laa im flattered to hear people praising me.

but kadang kadang rasa macam its a bad thing.

i've lost my trust towards people after being back stabbed so much.

especially from the ones i love.

so yeah, bila ada orang come to me and say something positive, i'd think twice before trusting.

even if the fact is orang tu telling the truth.

is that really a bad thing ?

i mean, doubting everything ?

its not my fault that people just love hating me && backstabbing me so much.

what have i ever done to people sampai sanggup ehh musnahkan hidup saya ?

rasa bagaikan mauu bunuh you people you knoww ?

haish, sabar kiki. Allah itu Maha Mengetahui :)

asrama issues.

tiba tiba tadi mama cakap she was thinking of sending me to boarding school.

i was like sooo shocked rasa bagaikan mauu pengsan yo,

mana taknyaa, kiki berdikari is like a nono.

mana boleh pisah dengan mama !!

mama says if my PMR result are bad, off to boarding school.

yeeeesh !

stress gilaa ! 

tulaa, siapa suruh main main lagii kan kiki kaaan ? PADAN MUKA

if this was a court case, i'd have the opportunity to say I OBJECT !

mana taknyaa,

i've heard many negative things about boarding school.

mygadd, i can't imagine myself being there.

if saya kena buli how howw ?

this is the worst nightmare that i've ever had.

even yesterday's dream wasn't this bad o.O

SB cocu dayy part two !

good news !

i went to SB for their coco day.

it was totally a terrific day for me.

i met all my ex schoolmates.

my besties foreversss !

i mish you guyss untill now eventhough baru semalam jumpa.

mann, rasa macam still tak cukup time for us together.

such limited time.

we had our camwhore moments.

tergedik sana sini.

jerit and all.

cause were AWESOME, thats why.

mesti semua pandang pelik.

but who the hell cares.

itu SB kita pegang, right geng !?

ecehhh, kiki akak gangster wokk !

yes, itu tiket rumah hantu.

&& we went for the rumah hantu

it was called hospital 504

gila gempak !

i salute you form 5's for the awesome haunted house.

hantu gila ada, hantu afro ada, bomoh ada, hantu atas katil pun ada.

think positive people !

mula mula masuk kena masuk tandas.

dah laaa sempit, hantu belambak.

sumpah memekak.

bunyi hantu lagi && with us screaming like shit.

bukan takut tauu ! TERKEZUUT SAJAAA.

&& boleh pulak ada hantu suruh duduk, pusing balik.

ida sampai ter belasah hantu pulak tu !

after rumah hantu, we had our crazy moments in the field.

siap boleh baring baring lagi tu.

don't worry, the grass is totally fine.

cass siap record video without anyone knowing.

but sadly to say, kantoi jugakk.

thanks to ida tho,

lepastu habis semua ikut cakap "kenapa record".

hahah, i totally miss you guys !

hope to see you soon.

sudah maju kahh ?

okayy, tiba tiba tadi kebosanan.

&& what do i do best ? 

BE VAINNNNNNN !

so yeahh, since im using mama's lappy for now, webbie dia agak cacat.

this lappy is sooo not user friendly

ada ke patut dia takda application untuk tangkap gambar ?

yeeesh, y'know like acer, they have crystal eye punya app, but this lappy ? 

HABUK PUN TARAKK.

so i had to use cameroid.

&& yayy me for the success.

skip the bullshit lets start talking.

dah habis vain vainn, went to picnik for picture editting.

my favourite editting application on the net.

since nak guna photoshop tak reti, so yeahh picnik is all i have.

the whole idea for the vain session is because kiki surya is desperate for a new facebook deepee !

i don't do same default for the rest of my life. 

atleast once a month HARUS tukar.

it's a kiki surya must do's.

tiba tiba tadi dazz cakap kiki dah maju whatever.

im like wattahell ?

cehh, but ada lahh bangga sekejap. but yeah, WTF ?

perli ke apa ni.

he needs a new glasses to see clearly.

i've been the same since like forever !!

people yang dah jarang hang with me would probably have the stupid thought of me changing.

tidak langsung padahal !

*exhales* so yeah, saja je nak luahkan perasaan.

thanks for reading.

kthxbai.

SB cocu dayy

6/7 is on this wednesday riight ?

so yeahh, SB is having their cocu day on that particular date.

sumpah rindu gilaa SB.

&& im really planning on going.

but tiba tiba mama cakap my nanny is having her checkup on that date.

mana geram riight ?

everytime plan nak pergi je, mesti ada je problem.

dah banyak kali kott !

i seriously hope dapat pergi laa.

dah lama tak jumpa them all.

its been a year already. am i right ?

mana melepett !

mcdonalds hoo haa !

this happened on last friday.

me, puteri, eka && me mummy went to mcdonalds to have our dinner together.

eka was supposed to fast on that day.

our original planning was actually eka bringing us to mcd for her fast breaking.

but this little miss smarty pants went fasting on the wrong days.

the important day was on wednesday, but she had it on tuesday ONLY.

so yeahh, ofcourse during friday dah takboleh.

because she has to atleast have started a few days earlier then baru boleh.

well y'know this is eka we're talking about.

eka had her GCB.

i had my usual favourite spicy chicken mcdeluxe !!

puteri had fries, two pieces chicken && nuggets.

mum had a sundae only.

we had fun browsing on internet.

checking on who's dating && who's gaming.

so yeah, thats it.

we had to cross such heavy traffic.

sumpah stress gilaa !