.

one of the saddest part of life is keeping yourself busy ;

and pushing yourself to the limit all day.

and when you get home, lying in bed ;

you'll discover that after all what you've done to forget,

you're still in that very same position you're trying to escape.

so yeah, that sucks.

let's try being nothing, i heard it lasts forever.

maybe that helps..at least a little i hope

truth is,

i get jealous easily because whats mine is mine.

i'm as stubborn as hell,

i say sorry too much.

but never try to learn from my mistakes.

i act like i dont give a f*ck because i care too much.

i over analyze the smallest of things.

and probably come off as a b*tch to simply guard myself.

y'know something ?

when i was little, i used to sing in the shower.

untill now

but the difference is,

now ? i make life decisions in there.