the search for baju kurung

today's a school holiday for the ones yang tinggal on selangor's daerah.

cuti Nuzul Al-Quran

thank God my school is one of them.

so today went to amcorp mall with my mum to look for baju kurung.

dayyum, dah jumpa the right one but bajet pulakk buat hal -.-"

tulaa, siapa suruh taste gilaa melampau.

that's what my mum's always nagging about.

everytime pergi cari baju kurung je, mama sakit hati.

hahahhaha,

kesian gilaa dia.

dah tengok tengok, kiki tak berkenan.

not my fault she has bad taste :P

no offence mum ! hee :D

so yeahh, kiki sumpah tak puas hati.

tengok kauu, nanti aku datang bawak duit banyak banyak baru padan muka kauu .

hopefully my future visit there, ada lagi the same design.

dah laa stock tinggal satu je ! :O

mama kata, kalau ada rezeki ada laa tu.

which is right. but i worry too much :(

TRIAL !

trial is day after tomorrow.

yeah i've been studying.

but i dont think it's going to be enuff.

dayyum, sumpah takut.

i've been hearing rumours about trial being 10x harder than actual PMR.

kalau yang senang pun ada silly mistakes, ni pulakk yang hardcore.

mana gentarr enn ?

gosh, I NEEDA MIRACLE.

immabe proving to all those suckers out there, that they're wrong about me.

im just some air heaad and everything depends on looks konon.

*inhale exhales laju laju*

"ya Allah, bantulah hambaMu ini untuk menjalani ujian percubaan PMR. semoga kau melapangkan dada dan mencerdaskan otak ku. semoga aku dapat menjawab soalan soalan yang dikemukakan dengan logik. AMIIN"

we are who we are

you are not your bra size, nor you are the width of your waist, nor are you the slenderness of your calves.

you are not your hair color, your skin color, nor are you a shade of lipstick.

your shoe-size is of no consequence.

you are not defined by the amount of attention you get from males, females or any combination thereof.

you are not the number of sit-ups you can do, nor are you the number of calories in a day.

you are not your mustache.

you are not the hair on your legs.

you are not a little red dress.

you are no amalgam of these things.

you are the content of your character.

you are the ambitions that drive you.

you are the goals that you set.

you are the things that you laugh at and the words that you say.

you are the thoughts that you think and the things you wonder.

you are beautiful and desirable not for the clique you attend, but for the spark of life within you that compels you to make your life a full and meaningful one.

you are beautiful not for the shape of the vessel, but for the volume of the soul it carries.

dengue or not ?

just recovered from fever.

its been 4 days since i last went to school.

gahhh, i miss my friends !

went to doctor for checkup,

he took my blood test and suspected it was dengue.

but when the result came out, it turned out it wasn't.

just a normal fever.

dayyum, my blood was friggin' thick !

so now im back on board.

yeahh, i miss blogging.

i miss shopping.

i miss school.

i miss HIM.

&& trial is less than a week ! :O

YIKES !

bad habits during puasa

the negative part about puasa is,

when you're in a bazaar filled with people selling food everywhere,

you get this greedy feeling.

then you feel like buying every single food that they sell.

sometimes it happens to me as well.

it happens to everyone.

because nobody's perfect, aite ?

no matter how much you try to stop yourself from all these desires,

it will come to you.

that's the dangerous part about desires. *sigh,

okaaaay, lets cut the crap.

these days, i feel like eating everything.

yeah,  my appetite is growing. FML

usually after ramadhan, my weight gains.

#sad sad life.

im hoping that my weight wont gain so much that i cant fit my own baju kurung ! 

*fingers crossed*

First Day Puasa

today is the first day of puasaa !

it went well.

well, sort of actually.

there were a lot of obstacles but we handled it very professionally (Y).

cehh, professional lahh sangat.

dah laa today missed school.

all because of the car !

haih, dugaan yang veryyy disturbing.

ingat nak gerak bazaar ramadhan to buy tebuu.

but since kena repair kereta dulu, semua benda dekat bazaar dah habihhhh :(

mama suruh sabarr.

so yeahh, i did *sigh

today dapat makan duriannn ! at last :O

gilaa sedapp, dah laa free !

siapa yang bagi tu memang murah ahh rezeki diaa.

terawih tak pergi, since i was fast asleep lepas makan.

gila kenyangg !

time tengah puasa semua benda nakk.

but when nak buka, satu pinggan je makan.

that's what we call nafsu jyeahhh.

time pergi bazaar, ramai pulakk muka yang aku kenal.

gahhh, but DIA takdeee.

mum says maybe if we went earlier, we could've MAYBE bump into him

but yang paling penting, today i tried so hard no to mencarut.

AND I PASSED !

yayy me, alhamdulillah :)