y'know something ?

I honestly think there's some unique aspect of every human being that makes them shine. I think it's good to accept your flaws, and love yourself for who you are. I wish people would realize how important they are to some people.

yess yess.

i dont think its necessary for me to tell you how vainn i am.

you can tell by the number of my pictures posted on my blog and my other websites as well.
you have a camera ?? better dont admit or show it to me.
unless if you literally dont mind having your memory filled with mostly my pictures in it. so better buat2 mengaku takde camera. bak kata nenek saya "takpee..bohong sunat". hee :D

saya punya vain-ness tahap gabann ! kalau boleh, tengah mandi punn nak capturee.
everywhere i go, asal ada camera or phone je, confemm snap sana, snap sinii. nenek selalu cakap "kau ni kii, asal aku pandang je, menyengih sana, menyengih sinii. kejap pose macam tu lepastu macam ni pulakk. macam2 lahh budak2 zaman sekarangg."

but takboleh amik hati  sangat. she's liddat. suka membebel. so, IGNORE HER ! and just friggin do your thanggg :))

but i still love you makk ! ( yess yess, i call her mak. my mum, mama.)

when boredom strikes !

when boredom strikes againn.

i'll get crazy and explore everything.

sometimes i feel drunk.

but at the moment, im high. so peace !

talk to me, and my crazyness will spread to you and so on.

so better dont talk to me when the clock strikes 12 and so on. wee~

XX

budak mentah tak matangg.

and you're calling me an immature. its like you're telling that to the mirror. and yes, im talking about YOU !

love me love me, say that you love me :)

when im far way from youu, i feel so alone.

idk whyy, but my love to you just grows everyday.

idk what you see in me but i know what i see in youu.

everytime im with you, my heart just beats faster and slower at the same time.

you tell me that im pretty everytime you see me.

even if im having a bad hair day, you'd still tell me that im the prettiest among them all.

no matter which girl that comes to youu, you'd tell me how much it reminds you of me and that you missed me.

i love you bie,

NOT HALF HEARTED TAUU ? FULL FULL !

mani pedi's

I WANNA GET MY NAILS DONE !

but noo, mama wont let me and keep on saying that if i do, my nails are gonna turn yellow.

mum, all we have to do is just nail polish jelaa. and cover it up, LOL

i wanna manicure, pedicure.

y'know, just pamper myself for a day.

yess yess, i know im pampered enough already.

but pleeease maa ? wangsa walk oniii whaaat ?

nurdinie ridzuan :)

mula mula i saw youu, sumpah i thought you sombongg.
but then bila add kat facebook je, we chat. then baru i sedar, you ni baik gilaa ! and from that i baru tauu the meaning of not judging a book by its cover. wee~

but now kita dah geng kaaaaan ? :)

and thanks dear for teaching me how to put a chatbox on my blog. and for that, i love youu !

Bruno Mars - Grenade Karaoke

note to self !

me favourite storee :)

kalau saya shopping, mesti pegi pavi punyaa cause klcc dahh oldschool.

unless if nak tengok wayang baru boleh ada choice between pavi or klcc. and wangsa walk.

masuk je pavi, confem straaaight je pegi tingkat 4 then off to forever 21

when dah habis everything in forever 21, chow pegi kedai jiran dye pulakk, cotton on.

dua dua kedai nii, my pebrett !!

i love youu founders of these two storess ! muahh muaaahhh :)

XX

wrempitszz

aku suka lah mamat tu. awwwh ! *turns then ternampak adelaa mamat nerd ni*
EWW MAMAT NERD TU ? TOLONGLAAA

well, atleast "mamat nerd" tu reti mengeja. tak macam pakwe wrempitszz kau tu.

SO ?

aku benci bila ak cakap something, orang balas "SO ?"

kau nak aku baling kau jatuh tingkat 16 ?

cikgu nowadays

cikgu: kenapa kamu tak siap homework saya bagi ni ? online facebook 24/7 boleh yeh ?

*balik rumah, bukak facebook, delete cikgu from friends

middle fingers,

people like YOU, are the reson why we all have middle fingers.

say no to smoking.

trust me, smoking is not sexy !

oh bunyi guitarrr !

semua orang yang aku kenal reti mainn guitar. eventhough tak pro, but still atleast adelaa bunyi ohh ! aku punn nak jugakk. syaz,fala,nena,emon,adeeb,uzair,faiz,danial. sumeee reti. i told my mum dahh nak belajar but our covo went on like this:

me: "maaa...nak belajar guitar bolehh ?"

mama: "nak buatpe ? haritu belajar piano punn separuh jalan ni nak guitar pulakk"

me: "piano tu lainn..boring ohh. lagu2 dia sume lopekk. kiki dah xminat."

mama: "alahh. dulu masa time mula2 nak belajar piano, beria-ia nakk. nak jdi alicia keys lahh konon. lepastu separuh jalan"



me: "but now i wannabe like miley !! she knows guitar whaaat ?"

mama: "well beyonce doesnt know guitar or any instruments. but you love her too riiight ? soo takpayahh"

me: -______________-"

9 lives.

kadang kadang i wished i was born as a cat.

because as we all know they were given the gift of having 9 lives.

so that everytime i make a mistake,

i could kill myself and do overr.

or maybe kalau ada orang sakitkan hati aku,

i could probably forget all that and renew my chapter of life.



tochangg or kelebangg ?

when i was a kid, mama selalu hantar pegi nursery cause nobody yang free and boleh jaga me. nenek sume keje, mama keje. so saya dipinggirkan. cehh, padahal takk ! sajeje nak overr.

so i was taken care of this minah jawa ke endon entahh. her name was ibu tikaa. hahah,

she loved me soo much as if i was her own kid.

dye selalu bagi makan nasi dgn lauk kaki ayam. wooh sedap ot ! my favouritee.

then she loved my hair so much that every minute, she changed my hair style.

her favourite was tochangg. so, macam peshen ahh dye buat tapi alwayss tochang.

so when i was a kid, i'd always tell her " buuuk, nak kelebangg ?" then she knows i meant tochang.

so when i went back home, id tell that to either my mum or my grandmother.

they were all like WTF is kelebangg? hahah,

so they asked my ibu tikaa, then they finally knew it was tochang.

THE END.

xx

..

Everytime I think about you, I have to remind myself that if you wanted to talk to me, you would.

We're never okay when we say we are. We're all liars, our smiles are fake as hell, and the secrets we must hide will never come out to anyone. No matter how much we trust them. The reason for that is because finding a friend that you can trust is next to impossible.

fakk what you see & heard :/

I love to gossip, so i guess i’m a bitch. I show a little skin, so i guess i’m a skank. I like to paint my nails, so i guess i’m a prep. I say whats on my mind, so i guess i’m ignorant. I’ve cried, so i guess i’m high maintenance. I’ve been heartbroken, so i guess im pathetic. I’ve been stabbed in the back, so i guess i’m a drama queen. I look in the mirror, so i guess i’m concieted. I’ve been depressed, so i guess im an emo. I’ve talked to someones boyfriend, so i guess i’m a slut. I like to wear make up, so i guess im a fake. So throw me a label; you’ll do it anyways. fuck what you see & fuck whaat you heard

pffftsht

and when i say sweaty, i MEAN it. but its not like its smelly or anything. its just normal. like when you hold something too long, your hand would probably get sweaty too though. it need air, remember ?

when boredom strikes.

im bored as hell.

im having trouble sleeping.

im fakking hungry but there's nothing to eat.

everiibadii's sound asleep. (padahal semua berdengkur macam nak kiamat)

waiting for the sun to rise is like telling kiki to shaddap (memang harapann)

i need somebody to babble with mee and thats taking me like foreverr for someone to bloddy onlinee !

can youu people just like online for god sakes ! im desperate here like shit orediii.

WHICH IS GREAT. JUUUUST GREAT.(NOT) PS/ IM HIGH BTW. SO DONT MIND ME. (MIND ME)

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i want yoouu, YES YOUU !

i dont know where i stand with you,

and i dont know what i mean to youu.

all i know is every time i think of you, all i wanna do is be with YOU !

i hope i cross your mind once in a while just so that i wont feel pathetic for thinking of you all the time and you dont.

but i know that overthinking leads to negative thoughts, so maybe i overreacted. so i'm sorry.

but sometimes, if you love somebody and you want to be with them, then its better you go get them.

deal with the mess later cause we dont know what tommorow will bring.

XX

emak sayaa.

yess yess, my mom is like my everything besides my lovahh lovahh. but heyy, she's like soo me sometimes. mmm yeahh, i can hear her now saying "im soo youu ? you mean YOU'RE sooo me. " hahha,

so heres the thing, she usually send my uncle pagi-pagi for work since our transportation is limited. so i felt like accompanying her in the morning so that she wont get bored alone and sleeping when the traffic light strikes red. so i said " ma, esok ki nak ikut mama hantar uncle ? ". and she goes saying, " mama besok nak hantar dye pukul 6 and i mean AM bukan PM. "

yess yess, i usually sleep late and wake up late. but the funny thing is when i sleep like at 3am for example, i'll be waking up exactly at 3 PETANG KAYY ? hahha, its like my body dah set timing. hee :D

          so this mean saya tak tidur laaa harinin since nak ikut mama saya yang tercinta nii.sampai rumah jee, confem tido teruuuusss sampai malam kann mama kaaaaaan ? LOL

yess yess, itu saya.

nampak ituu ? nampakk ? nampaak ?

thats the real mee. saya sakaii, hahah. bak kata mieya selebet. bak kata iylia, shomat !

ayat budak2 zaman skrg dahh majuu. macam ohh ! yg pelik2 ajee.

anywayss,

enibadyyy yg wannabe friends with moii have to accept me for who i am. and for you haters out there, you can bullshit all you want about me as if i give a fakk about it yeahh ?

while you shitty shitty bang bangg, i'll just close my ears and pretend like im hearing nothing.

XX

piercing ingg ingg !

yeah, i finally get to pierce my ears. (left ear: second ear piercing. right ear: second and third) i am officially listed as "budak nakal" on my moms list. hee :D
she thinks whomever pierced their ears more than just a pair je, ohh itu budak jahat so stay awayy. and now since her own daughter dah pierce more than a pair she's like thinking twice before listing me as budak jahat. hahah,
its not that she forbids me, its just that she's so worried that maybe nanti cina tu tak reti nak tindik telinga orang then i'll faint. because it once happened to her friend, pierce je terus pengsan because it hit her nerve so terus pengsan. hahha,
but worry no more mama, i didnt pengsan riiight ? so that means cina tu pandai tindik telinga ki. hahah,
AGAK CUAK DOHH MULAA MULAA ! but then, bila dye spray je, terus tak rasa anything. so im like okayyy, here goes nothing. then piakkk ! masuk dahh subangg. hahah,

the bad news is, i'm not allowed to eat any sotong, ayam or anything that makes my ear gatal. because takut infection ke hapee entahh. so now, mcdonald would go bankrupt because orang yang selalu datang nk beli spicy chicken mcdeluxe dah kena quarrantine from buying chicken. huhu, sedihh ohh !

Willow Smith Performs 'Whip My Hair'

swears

age 7: bagitauu mak aku !
age 9: bodohh. opps. ampun ampun
age 12: otak kau berjambul !
age 13: pukimak, babi, sial
age 14: Fuck ! shit . motherfucker !
age 15: takbolehh mencarut. nanti tak berkat aku belajar :/

my boo !

sayangg, i swear i sayangg you sampai mati ohh ! satu hari tak jumpa is like a year sudehh. i love youu so damn fakking maach ! wee~

you tunggu after pmr then we go dating2 ehh ? hahah, i dahh weng nii. so jgn mengaku gf tauu ? pfft. thanks for the kickapoo haritu ! ooh2 dgn twister. btw, bila dah dpt lesen bru bawak i naik kreta tauu ? i swear that day my jantung nak keluar, asyik jerk je ohh ! nasib mama tak marah haritu riiight ? bangga sungguh youu !