life as we know it *sigh

The best friend that stabbed you in the back. The parents that expect you to be the absolute best when they can't even show you how to get there. The siblings that sometimes annoy you, that take part of your world and your forced to accept that your not all that's important. That one guy, whom broke you heart - completely shattered it when he promised to be the last person to allow that. The teachers that fill you with homework and tests that stress you even more, not even imagining the rest of the stress you go through outside their classrooms. The electronics and the materialistic items that we want more and change day by day because that's maybe the only thing that brings us a feeling of wholeness. And the unknowing power of a day to make or break you. And they question why we're all so mature and lost in life.

lets put an end into racism xx.

A black man walks into a bar. A white man says, "No coloured people allowed in here!” The black man says, "I’m born black. When I'm freezing, I'm black. When I'm sick, I’m black. When I’m dead, I’m black. When YOU are born, you're pink. When you're freezing, you're blue, when you get embarrassed, you're red. When you're dead, you're purple, and you're calling me coloured?"

 

xx

FAILED -_____-"

yeah, we were supposed to go klcc and pick up the damn mem. card but then tak jadi. hampa sungguh ! but reason yang munasabah laa. TUITION. bila nak start tuition ni mama ?? risauu ni, what if i fail ! yeah, i hate math but takut laa kalau nanti bila dah besar i get stupid jobs. think about my future mom *sigh.

but i dont blame her though, too many problemos in her head. so i wouldnt wannabe part of it.

anyways, issokayy alia ! im all over it noww. good luck for PMR next year ! wish me luck to yeahh ? love you loads.

xx

immabe crazy tonight. even the club cant handle me ♥.

yeahhh. what time is it ? 12.53 alreadyy. my mind is going crazy. i barely know a word i'm saying. bhahah, i post shit on other people's facebook wall and here on my blog as well. i'm like tiredd but hyper at the same timee. and how do you describe that ? dont asnwer that, it was a stupid question. im boreeeddd ! wee~

i feel like texting, but immafraid everyones kinda asleep. "maaaak ! besok janji buatkan baju untuk kiki kayy ? dah janji kaaaaaaan nak belanja?" "hutang aku punn tak bayar lagi kau nak aku belanja pulakk ?" ; ape punyaa nenek berkiraaa ngan cucu kesayangan sendiri en enn ? mann, its hard these days. kata cucu kesayangan. hee, i love myself.

sudah sudah. i think its best for me to be sleeping now since i have nothing to do. haish.
besok mauu hangg with alia ! kita pergi klcc kaaan ? hopefully your mum taktauu pasal the pictures we took. sshhh ! hahah,

meet him :)

meet this hotsetapp ! (the one on the right) and no, he aint my bf. sam bunkface kann aqam ? hahhah,
my long lost senior. ceh, senior lahh sangat. ONE YEAR older JE ! so jgn nak bangga sangat kay ? hahah,
jangan sampai your gf nampak ni kayy ? mati i nanti kena bunuh. wee~

he's a big fan of bunkface so dont you go bitching about 'em, unless memang nk mampuss. hahah,
dulu time primary pemalu + pendiam nk mampuss ! we used to be on the same school, same sports team but tak penah bertegur. unless pandang je, THATS IT ! but now, we're like bffs. haish. dah tua baru nak buat baik kaaaan ? hahah, love you dudee.

pindah laa balik bukit indah so that we can go to the same school. hahah, confemm ramai minat dohh ! hee :D

ALIA'S FOURTEEENTH B'DAY PARTAYYY

yeah, we just met but you guys are like fucking awesome !

kita tak sama sekolah but were TIGHT already ? hahah, remember the kid ? we named him MOHAN since alia has no idea wth was his name. wtf kann ? your own cousie n you have no idea at all what his name was. hahah,

oh yeahh, YOU mohsein, wth takboleh solat sebab periodd. that was real shit mann, hahah.

alia, remember the time when you dropped your granny's whole set of "costumes" ? wee~ that was funn. we have proof nenek !!!

and yeah, eva were cool liddat. cooler than YOU ! hell yeah.

the best part, i met my old primary schoolmates ! at first, it was kinda awkward cause lama tak jumpa riiight ? but then we were like " aww, i missed you. hows it been " all that stuff.

but thanks guys, i had fun with all you utama famaliesssss. i love you guyss. n missing you guys alreadyy !

when we meet again, make sure your memories are enough to store all our vainn momentoss yeahh ?

kthxbai

holy shit !

this is badd, like reeally badd. hmm, i'm like falling for this guy. but he has a gf. dudee, i keep on falling for the guys that i know i wont be able to be with. this is like shit mann. reaal shit. the last time i fell for a guy, he hurt my feelings and tak layan lahh, then i once fell for my best friends crush. guyss, if you read this i know im dead meat but don't hate me yeahh ? it's not like i want this to happen but emm emm, maybe i was created that waaayy ?! hee ? emm emm, i'm so dead when school re-opens mann. like hell yeahh.

dude, believe it or not. i dont do gossips. not cause i hate it, cause i suck at it ! when people come around me n tryna tell me one, all im good at is just listening and thats it. ohh yeah, i respond by saying "ohh really ? yeahh" thats it. hahah, call me stupid or whatevahh. it's just something that i dont do,kott ! mann, i feel bodoh. but heyy, atleast i'm good at other things kaaan ? hee, so i dont feel that bad after all. hahah,

soo called bff !?

humans nowadays as they grow older, they get bitchier everyday. sometimes they think they're better than us when they're not. remember a quote saying nobody's perfect ?? yeahh, you can count on that because its based on true facts. well yeahh, just because you're richer, prettier and probably HOTTER, that doesn't make you some special bitch aite ? we used to be best friends since diapers but now, look at yourself. you've totally changed. just because i've transferred to a govern school it doesn't mean i'm one of those peeps you call "ghetto". and i'm not one of those kampungans. well lastly, i'd like to dedicate you THE FINGER and a special message to go with it, FAKKKK YOU BITCH,

“You know I’ve got this theory, there are two kinds of people in the world. There are lyric people and music people. You know, the lyrics people tend to be analytical. You know, all about the meaning of the song. They’re the ones you see with the CD insert out like 5 minutes after buying it, pouring over the lyrics, interpreting the hell out of everything. Um, then there’s the music people. Who could care less for the lyrics as long as its just got like a good beat and you could dance to it. I don’t know, sometimes it might be easier to be a music girl and not a lyric girl. But since I’m not, let me just say this. Sometimes things find you when you need them to find you, I believe that. And for me its usually song lyrics.”

-One Tree Hill

Miley Cyrus - Who Owns My Heart

Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl's heart, its much,much,much more than you know it affected her? That her tears are not only to show how much it hurt but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong? That when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can't because they're very beautiful memories to keep? That she can't throw away the gifts and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her? That whenever she thinks of the "I love you" words you told her, she mutters "I love you, too" but realizes she can't say it anymore? That its like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes? NO. You don't know what it feels like. You don't know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled. And its taken very seriously because, once a girl loves, a girl really loves.

stories behind every person.

"There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they're the way they are. They aren't just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it's impossible to fix them. "

buddies ♥

yes, i've made new buddies. who are they ? :-
mieya moyy :)
iylia zul :)
syira viee :)
nano jayzee :)
anis syahira :)
faten mccoy :)
( yang lupa tu, kasi refresh boleh ? )


yes, eventhough baru kenal , you guys rock lahh bebehh. sayangg korg dohh !

sick and tired of being sick and tired

 

i dont need to waste time on people who dont want my company. i dont need to waste time on people who dont appreciate my comfort. i dont need to waste time on people who take me for granted. i dont need to waste time on people who dont like me. time flies by faster than we realize, so why should i put effort towards things that just waste my time and arent worth it ?