BERIA-RIA

our new ayat now, is BERIA-RIA

hahah,

seriously annoying but fun tho,

it's like berbalas-balas pantun-ish.

setiap kali kena,

mesti adaa je yang panass.

yelaa, mana melepet asyik kena bahaann saja riight ?

its like everything that you do, kena bahan

lololololol,

siapa yang start ekk ?

kau laa ni ainaa en en enn ?

siap kau aku kerjakann,

kau yang start, and kau laa jugak yang kena paling banyak.

baru fair en enn ? hahahha,

chill laa, its not like we hate you or anything sayaang,

gurau gurau manja sajaa.

*smooch i love you, i love you ( the ekaa way )

hahahahah,

sayang you guyss !

i'm baaackk !

yeah, its been a while since i last updated.

but it ain't my fault tho,

sumpah !

my broadband's driving me crazy.

line takde laa, mama ada kerja laa, had to go somewhere laa !!

heyy, ada banyak storyy ni.

1. negro sudah semakin dibenci.

2. penyakit trauma anis datang balik.

3. ainaa anti dgn cikgu toooot.

4. cikgu tooot (diff person) anti dgn ainaa.

5. pembalut meja buruuuk, saya tak puas hati.

6. parent toooot kurang ajar

7. cikgu tooot kurang ajaaarr !

8. we hate our geografi teacher (previous and latest)

9. ayat baru. BERIA-RIAA

anyways,

lama tak main tepuk2 tangan kaan geng?

SUMPAH RINDUUU !

who says lyrics

I wouldn't want to be anybody else ( Eh! )

You made me insecure

Told me I wasn't good enough

But who are you to judge

When you're a diamond in the rough

I'm sure you got some things

You'd like to change about yourself

But when it comes to me

I wouldn't want to be anybody else
Na na na Na na na
I'm no beauty queen

I'm just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na! Na na na na na na na na na!
 You've got every right

To a beautiful life ( C'mon! )

 Who says

Who says you're not perfect

Who says you're not worth it

Who says you're the only one that's hurting

Trust me

That's the price of beauty

Who says you're not pretty

Who says you're not beautiful

Who says
It's such a funny thing

How nothing's funny when it's you

You tell 'em what you mean

 But they keep whiting out the truth

It's like a work of art

That never gets to see the light

Keep you beneath the stars

Won't let you touch the sky
Na na na na na na na na na! Na na na na na na na na na!
I'm no beauty queen

 I'm just beautiful me

Na na na na na na na na na! Na na na na na na na na na!
You've got every right

 To a beautiful life

C'mon

[Chorus]

Who says

 Who says you're not perfect

Who says you're not worth it

Who says you're the only one that's hurting

 Trust me

That's the price of beauty

 Who says you're not pretty

 Who says you're not beautiful
Who says

Who says you're not start potential
Who says you're not presidential

Who says you can't be in movies

Listen to me, listen to me

 Who says you don't pass the test

Who says you can't be the best

Who said, who said

Won't you tell me who said that
 ( Yeah, WHO SAID!? )

Who says

 Who says you're not perfect

 Who says you're not worth it

 Who says you're the only one that's hurting

Trust me

That's the price of beauty

 Who says you're not pretty

 Who says you're not beautiful

Katy Perry - E.T. (Audio)

exam menurun, BAGUS !

baguss !

exams sume menurun.

tulaa, bergayuuuut je lagi sampai 2 3 pagii.

mama's soo gonna tell me " i told you so".

go ahed and say it.

i admit that i was wrong.

all i had in my mind that time was,

"fuck you bitch, you made me become this way".

and i actually believed that you loved me.

i swear i hate you the most noww,

all i need at this point in time is,

my mum and friends.

i wish i could talk to them, and spill it all out.

im sure, im soo gonna burst into tears.

i feel so dumb looking at my results.

pendidikan islam boleh dapat 49% bhaii.

selama ni takpenah kurang from 80%.

subject yang pro, padahal.

bukan nak brag but its a fact.

but the good thing is that maths dapat lahh jugak puluhh puluh

it may not be much but atleast dapat some numbers mann !

selama ni takpernah at all i tell you !

sampai tahap dapat telur kau tauuu ? betapa bangang nyaa saya dalam maths.

anyways, keputusan exam kali ni sumpah macam palat.

macam mana nak naik kelas nii ?

TAHUN NI PMR BHAII.

focus laa kiki. all these love story shits are just an obsticles.

im so putting a new rule in my life : NO GIRL DRAMA.

tepuk tepuk tangan yehh !

24.03.2011 sumpah bestt !

main tepuk tepuk tangan beramai ramaii,

join dengan geng geng india in our class.

diorang tepuk kuat siaal !

sumpah bertenagaa.

where'd you get all that strength from ?

"from all that protein ?? nooo !" LOL,

tapi sumpah dohh,

SAKIT GILA BABENGG !

but still, best laa.

atleast perangai korang tak macam hanjeng hanjengss yang lain tu,

im not saying all ehh ?

certain sajaa,

so yeahh, we were all beaten hardcore,

maximum strength.

anis, ekaa, aku laa yang kena paling terukk !

diorang kasi tepuk jee,

menjerit bagaikan dirogol !

hahha,

last last lari masuk toilet, rendam tangan dalam sinki.

you guys rock bebehh,

nanti kita main lagi ehh ?

tapi korang janganlaa bisiing, tau laa korang semangat en enn ?

hahahhah,

see ? you guys aren't so bad after all. :)

yo ! check this out,

to the dear beloved lahh sangatt (ugh,) NEGRO !

tak kenal kahh ?

alahaii, ANAK ANUAR JELAA SENANG CITAA !

kau tak faham faham lagi kee yang aku tak interested langsungg in youu ?

not even rasa simpati wehh,

aku benci, meluat, menyampah, tak suka, fucking hatee tengok muka kauu.

sumpah semakk,

perangai macam hapee je.

bajet gangster je lebihh,

tapi selalu kena bahan dalam kelass,

kena buli dengan budak budak kelas kitaa.

aku rasa aku malang dohh, sebab aku jumpa kauu.

aku rasa jijik duduk sebelah kauu.

yess, aku mengaku aku tak perfect,

tapi atleast perangai aku tak macam kauu.

liar macam hanjengg , macam kauu !

biar kau nak kata apa punn,

aku still tak suka kauu,

so no point in trying to impress me with your wealth,

sebab tak kemana punn duit kau tuu,

bawak mati kahh ? tak enn ?

bawak ke kubur kahh ? tak enn ?

so lebih baik pegi bayar zakat, sedekahh, buat amal ibadah.

nanti kau nak pegi umrah kaan ?

shut your mouth, and stop bragging, just carry on with your fucking decision.

nak pergi besok punn takpe wehh,

sebab sekolah aman tanpa kehadiran kauu !

we all hate youu.

kau ada je, sumpah bising.

kau ni punn lagi satu, kutuk orang macam kau perfect sangat jee.

aku, dia, semua benci kauu !

ish ishh,

bapak mahal dohh !

so were checking out things,

jalan sini sana.

di jusco aplha angle,

cuci mata melihat itu dan ini.

then we finally saw the kinda rayban that i wanted.

so mama was like friggin excited "kikii ! kiki !" *points

so we went nearer, to see whether she saw the right one this time.

yep ! it definitely was.

while we were kinda picking which color whatsoever,

mum saw the price,

it was bloody 800 mann ! yang lagi satu, 900 !!

woooh,

berpeluhhh menengok hargaa sajaa.

tapi quality sumpah bagus ahh,

it prevents your eye from damage and all.

but seriously ?? 800 ?? for a sunglass ?

kasi kurang lahh sikit bangg !

have pity on the kid with 150 in her hands ? LOL,

prangai sumpah anjingg !

mentang mentang kau laki aku harus tunduk laa ?

kau gangster, aku kena takut laa ?

takkan aku nak biar kau pijak kepala kitorang kann ?

memang aku sebenarnyaa nak biarkan kau gadai maruah kitorang begituu sajaa !

kalau dah sampai bersangkut paut maruah,

jangan harap laa babi.

kau cuba beradab sikit.

mak bapak tak ajar itukahh ?

jangan sampai angin aku sampai laa.

kau jangan nak ber-shomat2 sangat ehh ?

sebab aku tak shomat, kau tu je yang kena cermin diri sendiri.

kau nak kutuk2 orang, macam kau tu perfect sangat pulakk kann ?

kau nak ugut2 kitorang macam itu sekolah bapakk kau pulakk kan kaann ?

1. salah aku ke kalau perangai kau macam sial ?

2. salah aku kalau kau kena buang sekolah ?

3. siapa suruh kau buat perangai sial kau tuu ?

hish, benci siaal !

kau nak kata apa, kata laa weyy.

pegi mampus sama lu laa.

saya tidak gentarrr.

best bestt .

harini kan kann, selepas seminggu holidayy,

start balik sekolah.

probably first term break.

it was quite a boring hol's for me tho.

sumpah bosan.

nothing to do besides being at home.

sleep, watch tv, online, nothing else *sigh

so whatever.

bila datang je sekolah, nampak ainaa.

mann, i miss that happy looking face.

hahah,

i was like "ainaaa". and she went all grinning on me.

i love her grin. it's friggin happy looking.

so then puteri came,

tunggu tunggu ekaa, tak muncul muncul.

then yaya appeared.

after a 5 to 10 minutes of chit chatting, off to go for assembly.

dah beratur, tiba tiba anis datangg.

and ekaa was still missing in action.

so whatever about that.

harini kitorang asyik main the tepuk tepuk tangan game je.

sumpah sakit, but still fun funn !

we started at english period.

but then cikgu pulakk kacau daun.

suruh research for english oral thingy.

so then time cikgu tak nampak je sambung balik.

as usual tangan anis dah luka luka.

bertanda dohh !

then time bm, we continued in the library.

this time firdaus joined. bukan anak anuar ofcourse.

his hands weren't off mine.

asyiik nak pukul aku je kerjanyaa.

kalau slow slow tu takpelaa.

ni kuat dohh. mana taknyaa, tangan jantan !

bhahahahahha,

then boy joined. dye ok sikit laa.

kaki seboook je. habis sumorang kena pukul !

conclusion: sakit but sumpah we all had funn ! our favourite game :D

forever alone (Y)

sometimes i feel as if im being forgotten.
alone.
it's like everytime i get online, and no one cares.
no chat's, wall posts, messages.
i get emotional all of a sudden today.
PMS AGAKNYAA ?
padahal after a few seconds i posted a stats,
ada jee orang like and hantar wall posts.
bhahahha,
kiki jee yang suka emo lebihh.
biee, pelik kan awek you nii ?
nak ke mengaku awek camnii ?? LOL,
but still, since dah pindah memindah ni kann,
i wish that'd my ex schoolmates would still remember our old memories.
lets still be friends shall we ?
jangan mentang mentang aku budak sekolah lain, kau taknak hangg lagi dengan aku, okengss ?
and jangan mentang mentang you're HOTTER than me, kau pandang aku slack.
please, aku ada budak budak aku jugakk. (lol) so please, beware. BHAHAHHAH,
ayat sapa lahh tu kan ainaa kaaaaan ??
and no, it aint ainaa's ayat. thankyouuu.



rambut ituuu.

tengah syok syokk reblog gambar in tumblr,

tiba tiba banyak pulakk gambar with this hairstyle.

uish,

sumpah jeless sial.

i want this kinda hairstyle.

MAMAAA ! BUATKAN LAAA..

reti pulak dia kan ikat rambut bagaii.

what if kita pergi saloon ?

do you reckon they'd do it for us ??

wahh,

kalau boleh, sekarang jugak aku ajak mama !!

bhahhahah.

f*ck the haters.

lemme tell you one thing bie,

we didn't get together to please nobody.

we bond because we love each other, right ?

so peduli lahh if they like it or not, that's their shit.

diorang dengki ke apa,

pandang slack or not,

FTW lahh kann ?

yang penting we're happy.

like T.I once said

"nevermind what haters say, ignore 'em till they fade away"

so just pretend diorang semua tu nyamuk.

kalau diorang asyik gigit you and hisap darah you je,

tepuk je.

kasi mati terus. hahah,

dah, confem diam punyaa.

peace your mind brotahh. LOL !

no matter what, i takkan lepaskan youu.

so don't worry okayy ?

BBM.

to those non-blackberry users,

BBM stands for blackberry messenger.

anyways,

BBM saya dah boleh gunaa !!

all thanks to that chinese guy,

HAHAH,

dia lahh yang tolong saya,

pulihkan BBM yang selama ni terbengkalai ini.

ever since beli,

18hb march 2011 baru first time dapat guna.

because ingatkan rosak.

tak activatekan BIS padahal.

bhahahha,

and for that,

i'm gonna give you a big, giant fat thankyouuus.

THANKYOUUBOSS !

i had no idea what your name was.

but dia sumpah comel.

not as in hot ke apa,

but perangai diaa.

this one arabic guy before us suruh dia buat apee entahh ?

kesah pulakk akuu.

then dia puji this chinese guy,

dia kata " good boss ".

so then kitorang punn puji lahh dia banyak kali " good boss...good boss "

dia punyaa bangga sampai cakap " waah..ini malam saya tarak boleh tido oh ".

hahahahah,

comel riiight ? pfft.

anyways, again i thank youu dudee.

tanpa anda, siapalah saya :P

mata merahh

harituu,

balik saja dari somewhere,

tak ingat mana,

i was having a seriously bad migraine.

for the first time everr !

sumpah sakitt.

can't even sleep peacefully.

so balik je, terus tido.

tak bukak lense, eyeliner punn tak bersihkan.

malam2 pulakk demam

dah petang, baruu bangun.

mata dah sakit, baru nak bukak lense. BAGUS TERUSKAN!

sumpah pedih siakk !

so now, mata dah merah sebelahh.

macam terminator dohh !?

PFFT,

so lense punn dah takboleh nak pakai.

mama kata, "maybe mata tu dah luka".

or something liddat laa.

im like WTF WTF WTF ??

tapi memang ada kemungkinan besar.

because it hurts like hell.

hopefully lense boleh pakai soon. (fingers crossed)

or else this monday, datang sekolah mata terkelip2.

dah laa rabun ! ish,

spec punn tarakk.

tulaa hilangkan lagii, padan muka kau kiki, -_____________-"

Baby/Never Say Never/OMG (GRAMMYs on CBS)

im missing you.

seriously at this point in time,

im missing you terribly bie.

i feel like its been days since i last met you.

when the actual truth is that i just met you for the last 24 hours aite ?

maybe that period wasn't enough.

i love you bie,

more than you can ever think of.

dont misunderstand my jealousy,

for greed.

its just a feeling to show how much i love you,

and that i dont want to loose you like all my other ex boyfiess.

i promise you that you aren't the first,

but i swear you'd be my last.

i hope you arent bored and tired of me.

well you know,

the random emotions ?

heh,

anyways i love you bie.

no matter what people say about you or us.

ESPECIALY US.

i dont give a damn about their shit.

so yeahh,

i hope you'd do the same.

and again, i love you bie !

SOOOOOO MUCHIEE :)

snap snap

VAINNN !

that's what my nanna labels me.

everytime i dress up, puts on make up or takes picture.

well i can't say no to that !

but that dont mean i agree.

i take pictures of myself constantly.

puts them on the net and starts to edit using picnik.

i swear i wished i had an slr.

CANON !

well whatever.

as long as its a camera with an amazingly great effect.

or atleast something to die for.

LOL.

i love photographies.

i love editing.

and yess, if i had one, i promise myself to be generous.

i mean, as in taking YOUR pictures as well.

teehee,

i cross my heart (Y)

so please be kind enuff to sponsor me one.

lalalalalalala..

kthxbai.

kejap kim k ; and now yuna

 

so here's the thing,

masa haritu time birthday,

i belah tengah rambut,

so then dah siap2 sume,

bila kuar bilik je mama terkejut.

"wahhh, my very own version of kim kardashian."

uwekkks,

knowing kiki mestilahh kembang sudaaa.

 so harini mama belikan tudung lilit.

yess, the one yang balut2 satu kepala tuu.

nenek would say it's bungkus. LOL

anyways,

bila balik rumah je,

try laa nak tengok cantik ke tak kaaan ?

so yeahh,

it was okayy.

even the kain wasnt so panas because its kinda stretchy and soft.

macam kain seluar kembang tuu ?

haaa..ala2 getah lorr.

so bila dah siap je,

tunjuk laaa mama.

so again she gave me this look,

like shockingly shocking.

"wahhh, dah macam yuna pulakk,"

pffffffft.

sumpah lawak gilaaa.

tauu laaa mama nak perli en en ?

staright forward jee. i can take it whaat ?

remember that im a strong woman.

bwuekk.

"ada ubi ada batas ; ada hari boleh aku balasss"

updates udates !

today we went to wwm,

beli lense baru maa ?!

but no more color.

so its a clear lense.

color color ni sume can wait.

but kiki surya can't. LOL

so then we went upstairs to MPH.

we were suppose to buy a daily planner for mama

tapi tarakk.

kiki pulakk,

kalau masuk kedai buku, tengok stationaries memang hancussss !

so beli lahh pen2 sume.

cari2 mama dah hilang kemana.

bila jumpa balik,

haa...ambik kauu ! buku gila banyak.

buku sume untuk kiki jugakk.

to get ready for PMR !

uish, sumpah pressure siakk.

anyways, THANKYOUU MAMA !

for the purple pen's and the books you bought for me today.

seratus lebihh tuuu.

Jennifer Lopez - On The Floor ft. Pitbull

iPhone 4

you see this ?

it's an iPhone 4 you know ?

serious shit i want this.

so bad that i would die for it.

better yet, i would do anything just to get it.

well dont get any ideas.

i seriously wouldn't do any nonsense.

so yeahh,

i want this ; i want this ; i want thisss !

well yeah, i've heard a lot of negative opinions about this.

but same goes for positivities as well.

so yeah,

i still want it so bad, i could kill somebody

well not literally though,

but hell.

I STILL WANT IT !

tidak hadir ke sekolah

its been three days oredii.

dayyum, i must've missed a lot.

dah lahh tahun ni PMR !

dah laa isnin ni EXAM !

uish,

bukan main syook lagi kau enjoy kann ?

ingat kiki, tahun ni pentingg.

jangan dok gayuuuuuuut sajaa.

hayaaal memanjang mengalahkan penagih.

diorang tu memang laa,

sah sah penagih.

BUT YOU'RE NOT !

so dont act like one.

make your family proud.

or atleast turn that frown of you're mother's upside down.

she's had enough frustration in her life already.

and NO, you aint gonna be part of it

do something that could atleast give her a reason to be happy about.

dont throw shit on her face after all those sunshine that she's given youu. (stupid quote)

wahh wahh, bukan main lagi kau berfalsafahh kiki yee ?

bhahahhah,

sekali sekala yook ?

anyways, isnin wajib hadir.

EXAM TUUU !?

and yes, i do care.

study belum, baca buku tarakk.

apa yang saya tauu ?

gayut sampai pukul 3 4 pagi sampai sekolah punn tak datang.

ponteng yeek ?

pastu bijak pintar tulis kat blog ni,

biar sumorang baca and tauu yang kiki nii memang suka bagi kantoi diri sendiri.

"SELEKEHHH"

ze beedayyy !

thanks you guyss !

for ze b'day wishess. and presies.

i seriously appreciate it.

i could still recall the happy moments during me and dini's surprise party in SB.

sumpah bestt time tu.

bila mauu buat gitu lagiii ?

aimishuugaiss.

apa2 punn in BI punn bestt gakk. sbb ada ainaa rahman,anis loyy, ekaa ariel...etc. kan kan kann ?

love you gaisss.

ps: nama nama yg tak disebut jgn bersedihh. i love you gaiss osooo !